Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I love walking, Grapeade and my Sissy!

So, I still haven't hit the streets yet, but I got a call back from one of the resumes I posted online. The job is for a Front Desk Superviser at a local hotel chain, so i scheduled an interview for tomorrow, so we'll see. I am pretty stoked about NOT having to to do the whole "scouring" for a job thing, not YET at least. I figure while I'm all spit shined up tomorrow I will drop a few resumes before the weekend, get the ball rollin, ya know. So ya, Im pretty excited, and interested to see what the hotel is like, hopefully it's pretty decent. So that all means that TODAY i will be getting my hairs cut. i know what you are all thinking, FINALLY!!! I know! Unpacking, I've been looking all all kinds of old pics and thinking to myself, "I remember when I used to look like that! So you'll be able to see my face again! I'll post pics! So yesterday I took a walk around the neighborhood just for the hell of it ( i was BORED!). It's a really cool area, all old style houses, tree lined streets (not like the trees in Tahoe! ;) ), very "cute'. And you will all be happy to know that the three closest liquor stores to me ALL carry Arizona Grapeade!!!!!! ( You all know how important my Arizona's are to me!!) So you can imagine how exciting that was. I also met another neighbor, well not RIGHT next door to me, but a block away or so, some younger guy who was hanging out on his front porch smoking, he saw me walking and asked if I needed a ride. I declined since the purpose of my walk was simply to explore, but did stop and chat for a few minutes of friendly conversation. It sucks tho cause I forgot his name!!! hahaha! He livs close, I'm sure I'll see him again. Oh yea, how could I forget! SO i got this crazy myspace message the other day, and it was from an one of my older sisters, not my BELOVED sister Selina, but one of the sisters from my Dad's side, that I havent seen in OVER ten years or so. I accepted her friend request but havent replied to her message yet. The last time I had anything to do with either one of them, I was like 16 or something, going through all my own shit at the time, and they were around my age now, (well one is 37 now, one is 32 or something) and they were both going through whatever it is they were going through at the time, so I guess you could say I didnt care too much about "needing" them in my life, I was never raised with either one of them, and before that had very limited contact with them in a few years, when i was around 13, 14 i did try and get to know them but like I said they had their own lives going on, (drugs, crazy bf's, whatever...) So at one point I decided I didnt really need them in my life. Even though i had the void of my Dad not beiong around I always felt like I had a sister, the best sister anyone could have, and I didnt have that void to fill. And I still feel that way, especially after the past few years, you all know what my life has been like, the ups, the downs, and i definatley have EVERYTHING I need and more in a "sister". As I get older though, I dont feel the need to "replace" her or anything, and if i take the step to have anything to do with them, thats not what it'll be about, because I do feel like I have no negativity towards them, like I said years have passed and I have been through all my own shit and can maybe relate to them more than i ever could have, so we'll see. I love you Sissy!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what a trip about your sister. I just found my brother on Myspace. I haven't seen him since high school. Crazy. I love you and I wish you luck on your job interview. And your hairs LOL

TheEllis3 said...

Talk to her.and how the interview go?