Theese past few days have been good, tons more family, and thats exactly what I need right now. I'm not saying I'm not a strong person, but not right now, that's for sure. If you know anything about me you'll know that no matter how strong I am, or how confident I might seem, you know that I can be a blustery ball of insecurity like anyone else. I try and look at my insecurities not as weaknesses, but more like an oppurtunity to grow and become stronger.... right?? Just trying to keep a positive spin on things....keep myself from going crazy! So basically, I'm taking the next few days to finish all the "life" brainstorming. I've got a list of places I want to apply for jobs at, I got a list of places that people have told me to apply at, and a few other lists, (1) legal crap I need to take care of. (2) idealistic possibilities for the future. I still have to round up the nessisary paperwork, and then YAY!! I get to play "staring over"!!!! soooo exciting!! ;( . As sarcastic as I may sound, it is a little exciting, you know the whole, "the world is my oyster", "endless possibilities" mumbo jumbo.
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My Johnny is all growing up!! I am with ya too baby!!!! You go 'head on! I love you!
starting over is exciting...tough, but exciting! change is difficult for everyone, but it is the only constant in this world. i like this little proverb when i am feeling down and out...
i get up
i walk
i fall down
meanwhile
i keep dancing
DANCE ON JOHNNY
Just remember "I am in Charge"!
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