Here i go....AGAIN......

So, I think today is the day, Im FINALLY going to Modesto. I'm actually pretty excited, I really do miss my family. It's crazy to be surrounded by people that are so much like ME! Growing up I always felt so different from then, but through the years I somehow have felt that they are most definatley the people that are most like me in MOST ways. They all have the "fuck the bullshit" attitude that i very much have in life right now, cause seriously, "FUCK THE BULLSHIT!!" I'm glad that I've had time to spend down here with The Ellis family, I love them so damn much, once again in life, and as you all know, without Angelina I would be sooo insane, she just has a way of making it all make sence, FOR ME. I love you girl! And Tristen, geez, i can't say enough about that little guy, I LOVE him!!!! And hopefully you dont have too many first before the next time I see you, not TOO many, my heart will break! ;( Alright, Christina & Maria Macias will be here soon, so It's time to get my self all ready for a nice visit! Then we are off. It just sucks tho, I know Christina wants to go out in Sac tonight, and I'm not all about that, Im poor, I havent worked for over a week!!! I'de be down to hang out with her, but not go out, if thats the case then I will just have her drop me off at the bus and I'll go to Modesto tonight. We'll see. Alright, im done.