So, Chrisitina is comming tomorrow morning, she decided to stay at the Lake and hang out with her Mom tonig
ht, which is cool, I'll see her tomorrow. As exciting as seeing her is, unfortunatley I seem to be having issues with another best friend. We have ALWAYS had a love/hate relationship, but sometimes as I'm sure she does with me, I am very frustrated with her right now. Sometimes I feel like she is the only one who "really" gets me, and others I feel like she wishes I would just be out of her life. I know she has ALOT going on in her life, and I've always tried to be sympathetic to that, and NOT in the "I feel sorry for you" kind of way, that I know she gets from so many people, but in a way that let's her know I am ALWAYS there for her for whatever i can be there for, and i thought she knew that,a nd I'm not saying that she means to make me feel this w
ay, but the fact is she does, ALOT, and most of the time i grin and bear it, like i said, i know I'm not always the perfect friend, and not that I think this is at all about me, I'm pretty positive it isnt, but I'm not exactly going through my brightest days, not that I'm even trying to compare my shit to hers or anyone elses, i just think thats its not cool to lash out on someone, especially cause you do it knowing that Im just going to take it, or maybe she just dosent care, who knows. The bottom line is, I love you Jess and you know that, at least i hope so. DAMN!!! Talk about a rant! Ok, what else? I just got done watching "The Notebook", one of the most AMAZING love stories EVER, and probably my favorite. I mean, the love that theese two people shared over the years,
just incredible. I know some of you have experienced a greater degree of "love" than I, we all know how much i enjoy single life, but like seriously, imagine loving someone so damn much! OMG!! My favorite part, and it makes me quiver everytime, is when they are running around in the shore with all the birds, and "Ally" insists that she is a bird... i think you guys all know what I'm about to say.... And i don't know if the author meant theese word to mean so much but when "Noah" responds "If your a bird, I'm a bird".... OMG to me that is the most romantic "make my heart melt" thing EVER! I think the time is comming for me to go be birds with someone. HAHAHHA!!!! Just something that has always boggled my mind, since the forst time I saw the damn movie, that part has defined it for me. Oh well, I'm looking forward to tomorrow, I miss my crazy Mexican Mamacita!
ht, which is cool, I'll see her tomorrow. As exciting as seeing her is, unfortunatley I seem to be having issues with another best friend. We have ALWAYS had a love/hate relationship, but sometimes as I'm sure she does with me, I am very frustrated with her right now. Sometimes I feel like she is the only one who "really" gets me, and others I feel like she wishes I would just be out of her life. I know she has ALOT going on in her life, and I've always tried to be sympathetic to that, and NOT in the "I feel sorry for you" kind of way, that I know she gets from so many people, but in a way that let's her know I am ALWAYS there for her for whatever i can be there for, and i thought she knew that,a nd I'm not saying that she means to make me feel this w
ay, but the fact is she does, ALOT, and most of the time i grin and bear it, like i said, i know I'm not always the perfect friend, and not that I think this is at all about me, I'm pretty positive it isnt, but I'm not exactly going through my brightest days, not that I'm even trying to compare my shit to hers or anyone elses, i just think thats its not cool to lash out on someone, especially cause you do it knowing that Im just going to take it, or maybe she just dosent care, who knows. The bottom line is, I love you Jess and you know that, at least i hope so. DAMN!!! Talk about a rant! Ok, what else? I just got done watching "The Notebook", one of the most AMAZING love stories EVER, and probably my favorite. I mean, the love that theese two people shared over the years,
just incredible. I know some of you have experienced a greater degree of "love" than I, we all know how much i enjoy single life, but like seriously, imagine loving someone so damn much! OMG!! My favorite part, and it makes me quiver everytime, is when they are running around in the shore with all the birds, and "Ally" insists that she is a bird... i think you guys all know what I'm about to say.... And i don't know if the author meant theese word to mean so much but when "Noah" responds "If your a bird, I'm a bird".... OMG to me that is the most romantic "make my heart melt" thing EVER! I think the time is comming for me to go be birds with someone. HAHAHHA!!!! Just something that has always boggled my mind, since the forst time I saw the damn movie, that part has defined it for me. Oh well, I'm looking forward to tomorrow, I miss my crazy Mexican Mamacita!
6 comments:
i think that you have seen that movie a gazillion times! Seriously, a gazillion times!
it is a good movie though and that is probably the best scene.
tell xtina "alo" for me...and give her expensive boobies a pinch :) lol!
ps- dont minimize your issues john, they are real for you and your feelings are real and no one can ever compare them or tell you they are wrong. they are YOUR FEELINGS!
i will send happy thoughts to you and jess both. support eachother through the rough spots...friends are an essential part of the healing process...
k thats it, love ya
Thanks Krystal.
Um yea....You are obsessed with the movie. Not in a bad way or anything, maybe if I had ever seen it I would understand! haha.But I just love that it is one of the things you are very passionate about.
I love you Johnny! This is so great you are a bloggin too now. Maybe I should! I think if you and I were birds, we would be flamingos!
So IF you ever read the book - There is a second one about the kids and there is a reference through out the whole book about the birds things.. READ IT!
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